I feel a little misplaced and
a little out of sorts.
Trying to find myself,
but I’m already here.
I thought it would be easier than this.
I feel a distance between us,
and I don’t know why.
I start to think it’s just me.
Maybe because my heart feels full.
Of this pain that I don’t want to feel.
You were in my dream last night.
We relived that night.
That night that when it was just me and you and the world.
I need to stop holding onto you.
But I’m scared if I let go,
you’ll go away.