I want to be okay with now.
To be happy, satisfied with what I have.
I want to be okay with not knowing.
To not try to work it all out, before the masterpiece has been completed.
I want to be okay with not moving, not moving at all.
Even when the world is trying to pull me in so many different directions.
I want to be able to be still, to not budge when I need to be strong.
To fall when I’ve already fallen.
To be okay with that.