I thought I wanted you,
but I wanted me.
The real me, the divine me.
The me that connects to everything, all that is sacred.
I’m scared if I hold on to you,
I will lose myself. The self I’m still trying to find.
I want to love me first, I need that to be enough.
I don’t want to need your love.
I just want it to be an extra.
I’m in love with the world.
I don’t want to be claimed,
the earth has already claimed me.