I can’t control it. I don’t even know what it really is.
All I know, is that I have to wake up each new day, and live it.
Live it and love it so much that it hurts.
Whatever life brings to me, whatever I choose to bring to the table.
Even when everything aches, I still show up.
Your soul can’t be absent here, it doesn’t work like that.
You can’t classify yourself dead, when you’re still alive.
I’ve watched it rise and fall
Learn’t how to hold on and to let go.
Seen the day turn into night more than a thousand times.
I’ve been in love and then watched my heart fall as it broke into a million pieces.
I’ve watched from a far
I’ve watched it all up close.
And I still come for more
and I always will.
Nothing will keep me away from here.
The worlds too inviting.
The sky so peaceful.