Freedom…

I transformed my pain into freedom. I picked myself up, along the pieces of me scattered all over the ground.

My pieces transformed into star dust, all over my skin. And every morning when we wake up, we get to be born all over again.

I kept on remembering what I already knew. That I was whole, and my pieces weren’t scattered everywhere.

Without realising I was holding onto guilt and shame, for something I never did. And now I have no more excuses to hold onto it.

I realised that freedom is inside of me, it never left me. I am freedom. A flicker of light, and the exact perfect concoction of sun and moon.

Xo

I am…

I am the dark moon. I am the light that trickles down from the sun.

I am the wind that moves mountains. I am the storm that can’t hold on. 

I am the love that surronds us, the magic that is hidden.

I am the heartbeat, that you feel close to you, the one that is so close to your heart. The heart beat that still beats even when you’re not there.

I am the girl, that took you by surprise. The one that came out of no where. The girl that fell from the stars.

I am the girl, that will grab your hand and squeeze it tight. The girl that will make your dreams even dreamer, and your days so full of light.

I am the girl, that will come to you, bare and naked, open and whole.

I will rise you from your sleep, like the perfect sun waking up.

I will kiss you a thousand and one times. I will wrap my heart around you, and never want to let you go.

When we say goodbye I will cry a million tears. I will hold on to our memories and play them over my head, again and again.

I am the dark moon and you are the sun that lights me up.

Xo

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The sky has lost it’s shadow.
The tide has soaked up all the sand
I’m dancing,
dancing to the moons rays.
The waves pulling me closer to you,
finding your way to my heart.
Please don’t say goodbye yet.
We haven’t had enough time.
Their is still so so much I want to show you.
Their is still so much of me to touch, to feel, to embrace.
Please just hold my hand,
it’s way too soon to let go.
I haven’t had the chance to hold you yet.
To touch you, feel you, embrace you, all of you.
Your arms haven’t held me yet.
I still want to kiss you.
Touch your face and look into your eyes.
Please keep looking,
till you find me.

Xo